Of course, that's not something I would do.

Krista, you're smart you would know... No I'm not and no I don't.

I had the urge tonight to fall flat on my face
just to hear something crack,
feel the the harsh slap of the ground as I crumble.

Of course, I only stumbled and gathered my composure.

If I was smart I wouldn't have held back. If I was to scream would anyone hear me?