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Thursday, Mar. 10, 2005 - Vodka Kissed
I've been smoking way too much. Perhaps it's my substitute for the alcohol I've been missing. Cigarettes just don't provide the same effect though. But damn, I want to see the room spin again. I want to feel the self-given high, the tingling as the cool liquid free-falls down my throat.
I'm sure I could have that drink if I really wanted (which I do) but I know 1 will turn into 3 and so on. I have no self control when it comes to the drink.
The drink doesn't let you down unless it's abused. It's a woman's bestfriend or worst enemy. It's fearless, assertive and demanding unlike me. It's everything I wish I was but will never be.